Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Bumpy Wet Road

Not feeling too good these days..
Yesterday watched 冲上云霄,ended up crying when yishan was crying so badly over her hubby's (yunzhi) death and yichen crying over yunzhi's last recorded speech. The triangle love relationship did not destroy the buddies' relatonship, but yunzhi's death will also fix the way that yishan and yichen will never get together. The most heart-wrenching thing is that the feelings that cannot be continued from yishan's side. In the first place, she said she was confused. In the end, she did not want yunzhi to leave.. Is it because she could not bear the thought of her hubby who loved her from his bottom of his heart to leave her or she realised that she truly loved him too? Relationship is a complicated matter. We often cannot differentiate love and loneliness.

Yesterday was also drenched top to toes even though I have an umbrella, an out-of-shape and leaking in the centre one! I hate rainy days. Because it is wet and inconvenient. And I hate it even more when I am stuck outside in the rain, carrying many things with no hand to carry the broken umbrella. *sob sob* Been raining since Sunday. Rain, when are you going to stop throwing a tantrum and stop crying? Sun, where are you? And stars, I miss you guys as well.. Stars always make me smile no matter how sad I am.. They are the most innocent after staying up there for so many years...

There were also a couple of shopping till midnite sales over the weekend.. Got one quite not bad deal for using $1 to buy one goodie bag that has lots of sweets, snack, drink and 2 cans of birdnest with min. spending of $10 at J8. Also got one-forone movie treat. Watched "The Holiday".

Quite a sad yet heartwarming romance story. Cameron Diaz stars as an American movie producer who finds solace from her boyfriend trouble when she befriends a similarly afflicted Englishwoman (Kate Winslet) over the net while she is looking for a gateaway. So the idea is Cameron exchanges her house with Kate and they can hide from their troubles. In the end, Cameron falls in love with Kate's brother who has 2 lovely kids. The distance between the 2 of them and the phobia of falling in and out of love, going through the same agony make them think it over. In the end, of course the sweet ending is they decide to go ahead as they know they really love each other. Who cares about the distance? You can go stay with the other party (the gers would usually do this). Who cares if you have to go through some agony? You get angry with the other partner because you care what the person does. But one has to understand, no one is perfect. Very often, we neglect the good points of the person as we start finding faults with each other. The person might be careless but he or she can be patient... etc... Anyway, as for Kate, the damned ex-bf who is getting married still find her at LA and wants best of both worlds. Luckily, she is able to see through him and with the help of her old neighbour, understands that the woman can be strong and the world is so nice afterall =) I always believe if you do not try, you never know. If you are trying, keep trying. You will know one day you have attain what you want or you have to let go. The ending is how you want to create it.

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